It's really fucking cold here tonight, yes, really fucking cold, below freezing even. Not cigarette weather at all. ::sigh:: I really have to quit.
I've got my insomnia on again, although I admittedly induced it by going to the 7-11 tonight for my 20 ounces of Obama. (Someday SpellCheck will recognize the word "Obama" and not underline it in red dots... Huh. It recognizes McCain. Odd.)
So other than screwing around with spell-check on Mozilla, what else am I doing? Well, principally I'm thinking about how lonely it is here now that I've alienated most of my old (former?) friends. Interesting to see my home town with eyes unencumbered by old alliances. But still very, very lonely.
So, I'm thinking about loneliness.
And then I start thinking about G., my ex, who lurks somewhere along the DC Beltway. Should I email him? I wonder. Or would that just be inviting Hell into my kitchen? I haven't heard from G. in close to four years, he may not even have the same email...
What's the policy on gratuitously starting shit up with ex-boyfriends? Do I get bad karma points for that?
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I'd say, think really hard about why he's your ex! Some old relationships can have new life breathed into them years down the road, but some should stay old permanently!
I find going back somewhere reminds me of why I left in the first place, and in time gives me what I need most--a swift kick in the ass to get on with things!
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